Giver or Taker

[bruffman]

Hi Frisprit, It's a very exciting suggestion of yours and makes me very hard thinking about it. I have done this to myself before, lying naked on my back wearing the bullet belt, flexing my ab muscles and using a hammer to drive the bullet in deep. I also have fun standing in front of a long mirror while hammering the bullet, thinking I'm being shot by a firing squad. Sometimes I simulate a single shot by hammering hard once, then sometimes to reach an even bigger climax, I hammer repeatedly to simulate machine gun fire. By stopping each 'burst of bullets' just in time, I can do some 'edging' for a while but the urge to be 'killed' soon gets too strong and then a burst of bullets suddenly generates a massive deathgasm.
If I could find someone like you to do the hammering, you could finish me off even more intensely.