How Do You Play Out Your Fantasy?

[gunplayfetish]

What do you use to act out your death fantasy? Since I'm very much into being stabbed or shot in my shallow, very sensitive belly button, I've used everything from plastic swords and knives to real wood stakes, swords, knives, arrows and live bullets. I've bought plastic blades, broken them in half, and played with them in my belly button like I was stabbed through my back and the blade emerged from my belly button. 

I love filling my dish-shaped belly button with fake blood and then put the blade into it. I can usually jerk off just to the sight and slight pain of the broken blade poking me.

The sexiest thing though, is using my replica katana blade pushing into me and rubbing one out in the shower.

 I need muscular guy to shoot him by bb gun to play out my fatasy