05-24-2020, 03:48 PM
Thanks. It is just dissatisfaction with things the way they are. I"m not sure I want to indulge in this fetish so much any longer and when I do, it's very strong a feeling as strong as the opposite feeling that I want to stop this fetish if I could in myself. At the same time, I don't like what's going on in the world right now. I reflect maybe too much but I'm rather unhappy at the moment...with many things.