Dying In Another Life

[bellyboy]

Talking about this feeling in a different post didn't seem to work so I thought I would try it here. I am interested in any of the members here who have feelings about being killed in an earlier life. If so was it in a war or the arena or the early days of the wild west? Sorry for repeating myself, but I have a belly button fetish and have been told this could be because this is where I got it in my earlier life. Certain WW II scenes in movies about Marines in the south Pacific turn me on. The island of Tarawa has been a focus and I am convinced I was a teen Marine who got shot in the belly button on the island. I received aid on the field, but was taken on a litter to an aid station where I died living just a short time. Yes, the pain in my belly was intense. I do remember my shirt being cut off and I was able to see the hole in my guts where my belly button was. The photo: A young soldier dying at an aid station from his belly wound. Too much internal damage to the guts. He grimaced in pain when he died.

So please, if you have feelings related to this I would love to read about them. Thanks.

[Gladius]

I hear you brother.

I have developed a crazy theory I call "genetic memory." What if one of your ancestors (male or female) was a barbarian warrior or gladiator/gladiatrix who experienced the intense emotions of surviving mortal combat before passing on their genes to a mate and descendants. What if PTSD from mortal combat was passed down to descendants?

What if those of us who fantasize and dream about death in battle in an ancient battle or arena actually INHERITED those thoughts and emotions from a distant ancestor?

I have been lurking and chatting about naked gladiators, gladiatrix and warriors most of my like. Once I got on the internet in the 1990s I was amazed how so many contacts from all over the world (European AND Asian ancestry) had similar kinks.

So yes, I think it is entirely possible that our fetish is "inherited" and despite our relatively peaceful modern world our inner warrior/gladiator is lusting for battle.

[bellyboy]

I hear you brother.

I have developed a crazy theory I call "genetic memory." What if one of your ancestors (male or female) was a barbarian warrior or gladiator/gladiatrix who experienced the intense emotions of surviving mortal combat before passing on their genes to a mate and descendants. What if PTSD from mortal combat was passed down to descendants?

What if those of us who fantasize and dream about death in battle in an ancient battle or arena actually INHERITED those thoughts and emotions from a distant ancestor?

I have been lurking and chatting about naked gladiators, gladiatrix and warriors most of my like. Once I got on the internet in the 1990s I was amazed how so many contacts from all over the world (European AND Asian ancestry) had similar kinks.

So yes, I think it is entirely possible that our fetish is "inherited" and despite our relatively peaceful modern world our inner warrior/gladiator is lusting for battle.

Thanks for your comment. I do think like you said there are those of us who fantasize and dream about death in battle. And again I am convinced because of my fantasies and thoughts that I was that young 17 year old Marine who died on Tarawa after getting shot in my belly button. I am from southern California and did some surfing. I even had these thoughts when I was coming out of the water carrying my surf board up to the beach. I thought about young Marines trying to get to the beach being killed in the water. It was after one of these thoughts that I read about the 17 year old kid who died at Tarawa. He left his landing craft and was headed towards the beach when he was machine gunned in his belly and died in the water. He never fired a shot and never made it to the beach. I know I did make it to the beach and died in combat on the island dying in an aid station. Strong thoughts for me.

[WarriorPenis]

Is this how you picture yourself?

[bellyboy]

Is this how you picture yourself?

Very good. Thanks. I got it right in my belly button. Blew my guts to pieces inside my belly. When I think about my other life and getting shot in the belly I do wonder whether the enemy soldier aimed for my guts to give me as much pain as possible. Thanks again.

[bellyboy]

Is this how you picture yourself?

I would love to see this guy stretched out on a table at an aid station dying from his belly wound. In my other life they got me to an aid station, but I died on the table. I heard them use the words "too much internal damage" which told me my guts were really messed up inside my belly.