09-19-2022, 07:33 AM
More specifically how do you face death? What are your exact thoughts on it? Are you scared or willing? Are you stoic or cowardly in the end? Do you grunt or cuss or say anything at all when you take it? What are the thoughts running through your head once death descends?
For me, as I prefer to tale multiple stabs to the stomach and chest before being gutted, I always like to think I face it with as much pride and courage as I can. I'm totally willing especially if I lose or my opponent calls my manhood into question. Anxious, possibly even a bit fearful but my want to feel steel would take precedence. My thoughts right before I take the blade would be something along the lines of "Oh fuck I wonder how bad this is gonna hurt? I'm really about to take a blade through the belly! Oh fuck I know this will sting so damn terribly" but I feel I would be grinning as I'm finally being a man and taking it. As I get it in the guts I'm sure I would be grunting and cussing. In fact I'd probably play it up a bit. Squirm on the blade so I feel more! As I die, I think how I fuckin won! I wrestled with death and was able to show how well I can take a gutting!
What about you guys?
For me, as I prefer to tale multiple stabs to the stomach and chest before being gutted, I always like to think I face it with as much pride and courage as I can. I'm totally willing especially if I lose or my opponent calls my manhood into question. Anxious, possibly even a bit fearful but my want to feel steel would take precedence. My thoughts right before I take the blade would be something along the lines of "Oh fuck I wonder how bad this is gonna hurt? I'm really about to take a blade through the belly! Oh fuck I know this will sting so damn terribly" but I feel I would be grinning as I'm finally being a man and taking it. As I get it in the guts I'm sure I would be grunting and cussing. In fact I'd probably play it up a bit. Squirm on the blade so I feel more! As I die, I think how I fuckin won! I wrestled with death and was able to show how well I can take a gutting!
What about you guys?