I hear you brother.
I have developed a crazy theory I call "genetic memory." What if one of your ancestors (male or female) was a barbarian warrior or gladiator/gladiatrix who experienced the intense emotions of surviving mortal combat before passing on their genes to a mate and descendants. What if PTSD from mortal combat was passed down to descendants?
What if those of us who fantasize and dream about death in battle in an ancient battle or arena actually INHERITED those thoughts and emotions from a distant ancestor?
I have been lurking and chatting about naked gladiators, gladiatrix and warriors most of my like. Once I got on the internet in the 1990s I was amazed how so many contacts from all over the world (European AND Asian ancestry) had similar kinks.
So yes, I think it is entirely possible that our fetish is "inherited" and despite our relatively peaceful modern world our inner warrior/gladiator is lusting for battle.
I have developed a crazy theory I call "genetic memory." What if one of your ancestors (male or female) was a barbarian warrior or gladiator/gladiatrix who experienced the intense emotions of surviving mortal combat before passing on their genes to a mate and descendants. What if PTSD from mortal combat was passed down to descendants?
What if those of us who fantasize and dream about death in battle in an ancient battle or arena actually INHERITED those thoughts and emotions from a distant ancestor?
I have been lurking and chatting about naked gladiators, gladiatrix and warriors most of my like. Once I got on the internet in the 1990s I was amazed how so many contacts from all over the world (European AND Asian ancestry) had similar kinks.
So yes, I think it is entirely possible that our fetish is "inherited" and despite our relatively peaceful modern world our inner warrior/gladiator is lusting for battle.