Dying In Another Life

[bellyboy]

I hear you brother.

I have developed a crazy theory I call "genetic memory." What if one of your ancestors (male or female) was a barbarian warrior or gladiator/gladiatrix who experienced the intense emotions of surviving mortal combat before passing on their genes to a mate and descendants. What if PTSD from mortal combat was passed down to descendants?

What if those of us who fantasize and dream about death in battle in an ancient battle or arena actually INHERITED those thoughts and emotions from a distant ancestor?

I have been lurking and chatting about naked gladiators, gladiatrix and warriors most of my like. Once I got on the internet in the 1990s I was amazed how so many contacts from all over the world (European AND Asian ancestry) had similar kinks.

So yes, I think it is entirely possible that our fetish is "inherited" and despite our relatively peaceful modern world our inner warrior/gladiator is lusting for battle.

Thanks for your comment. I do think like you said there are those of us who fantasize and dream about death in battle. And again I am convinced because of my fantasies and thoughts that I was that young 17 year old Marine who died on Tarawa after getting shot in my belly button. I am from southern California and did some surfing. I even had these thoughts when I was coming out of the water carrying my surf board up to the beach. I thought about young Marines trying to get to the beach being killed in the water. It was after one of these thoughts that I read about the 17 year old kid who died at Tarawa. He left his landing craft and was headed towards the beach when he was machine gunned in his belly and died in the water. He never fired a shot and never made it to the beach. I know I did make it to the beach and died in combat on the island dying in an aid station. Strong thoughts for me.