I always thought it was because I resisted the idea that I was gay. That violence to men from men is more acceptable than love or cumming together. I"m not into anal or oral sex at all...though maybe with the right person. I don't think I'd enjoy that. I also went for past regressive therapy and learned that I was a man who was on his death bed after a gladiator fight or at the end of his life, or both, when he was old. He was surrounded by people who had been angry at him because he had to sacrifice some of them to (I think) gladiator games to save the main part of the group of them. I'm not sure of most of that though. I'm still rather confused about all of this. I'm not sure I get the therapist's evaluation of your past life because the sexual pleasure cums from the pain and agony. I just don't get a lot of this.
Thanks. I just post them. Most of them I have not made. I am like a fetish historian for belly button stabbing, gladiator navel play, knife sword spear fantasy to the navel. I still try to reconcile this to the rest of my life and it's still difficult no matter how I try to ignore it when I'm with others and ignore the rest of it when I'm indulging in it, mostly by cumming on here.
(09-30-2019, 08:50 PM)Winkie77 Wrote: Like Others have said, I Like your work. It’s not like anyone here wants to see the actual and real stabbings and other violence. It’s just fun little fantasy. My upload here and my many uploads of pictures and videos over at motherless are just fun fakes. I like the Spartacus series for the same reason. But I never wanna see real pictures of real people suffering or killed. You do good work :-)
Thanks. I just post them. Most of them I have not made. I am like a fetish historian for belly button stabbing, gladiator navel play, knife sword spear fantasy to the navel. I still try to reconcile this to the rest of my life and it's still difficult no matter how I try to ignore it when I'm with others and ignore the rest of it when I'm indulging in it, mostly by cumming on here.