Introduction

[RightThruMyHeart]

Howdy From Texas

Howdy there : )

When I was in Junior High,  I used to take red water color paint and draw two or three red holes on my chest.   I'd paint trails down from my chest down my abs.  I would stand in front of a mirror  with my hands up.  My chest heaving,  my belly held in.  Then, I'd pretend I had been shot through my heart.   My hands came down to my chest and I  could feel my heart pounding as I went to my knees, then down on my back. I'd start wheezing and my hands would slide off my chest and lay dead on my bedroom floor.